new bloooooogs!! ^^

for such a long i dun write a new blog olredi,
since dis ...hmm january??
yea i guess,,
cuz i'd been promoted to sec 4..
so yeah having s really hard tym..dis yr~

now i'd got d tym to start blooging agn cuz im having my holiday rite now..
probably d holidy start 2morow..today just finished my exams..
nvr noe dat my d-maths would d b dat hard..
i'd left so many blankx (i'd a reason ofdis...actually i thought i leave it first, i;ll do it l8ter..hu noes our tym limit is only 1 hr! omg...i rushed through evrything blondy ==")
so yeah, maybe i;ll fail in my 1st term exam...
bt i wont get desperate becuz of dis, cuz i will keep on working myself UP!!
HAI!GAMBADE!!(Y)

well our exams started on last mon..to today which was..frm d date of 15.03.2009-18.03.2009 =)
d 2nd when having eng test...i wrote up to over limit agn 525words i wrote up 2...i dont think i'll gain much mark in d eng comp.test..cuz i dont really have ideas...of doin just u noe sudden ideas..
bt anyhow dat dy im happy abit cuz i only have one TEST on dat particular day!yay!! >. on d 3rd day...hmm..i need to study 4 subjects...d most hardest day..=="
exams on combined sci n geography..
haihx.
4 2day :D HHEHEHE....im happy cuz....keep on scrolling down u'll noe d reason eventually ;)
have test on commerce n p.o.a n guess what
today my left hand almost gone broken !! o.o
cuz of what?!
let me tell u.
commerce we did d whole setion a n b..total pages are 12 pages
for p.o.a. i need to do 17 pages..
urgh..what a rushy day :D
bt anyhw when d clock tick 2 11..o'clock
everyone face turn to a SMILEY FACE!!
CUZ WE R GOING TO SPEND OUR HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!

N since its holiday i gonna do my fav.things~hehhe
its MUSIC TYM!!!! YO!!!
i found so many nice music,,,when i always go to youtube...
every single lyrics frm a song, sounds sooo nice n touching to me..
cuz dats what i'd experienced frm my life *sobbing with a smile* :D

Let me note down the title of d songs:
1) Magic - Oneway
2) Let it go- Mohombi
3) why r we still fren - unknown singer
4) 爱丫爱丫-BY2
5) 发呆- BY2
6) LOVE like dis -SS501
7) T.T.L- supernova & Tara
8) Heartbeat-2pm
9) Because im stupid- ss501...

So yeah...dis r d songs..i've updated last 2 mths ago :D 9 (in my utube i mean)
...dere r stil tonnes of dem..bt im lazy to type it out olredi..

So for about mths, i din update my blog...
there's many thing i'd experinced dis yr...
friends problem, relation problem..haihx..
bt now evrything is over! ^^
i'd go back to d normal me agn hehe
d hyper n Happy go lUCKy me agn!! wooootS!!!! >.<~!!!!
weee~
im so happy n free now..cuz...feel like all d problems were all buried in d past..n wait await me is in d future awaiting for me to look for dem...
...... ^-^

basketball...

can any1 tell me play basketball have any side effects?...
no right?...
it can make us grow taller...
man, i dont noe seriously, i dont understand them anymore...
i ask them to send me to sch to play basketball...
they say "har? if u want to go, ask ur friends to sent u, then ask them to send u bck"
i was lyk WTH!! (WAT THE HEAVEN)
Y Dont u pick me up?..its just my sch!!
ok, now i chg my mind,
there's a basketball court near my house,
so i ask my friend to play there together..
now...
they even reject me!
wth?
i feel lyk i own no freedom at all
hey guys, its holiday olredi right??
i noe they want to protect me, cuz im d only gurl there
playing basketball ...
its only a day i play basketball alone (wat i mean is without gurls n wit boy).
bt...i come bck late..(abt 6.45pm)...
i kena marah...
then dun allow mw to go there anymore!
....i was lyk man!! agn?!!
=( i feel lyk to cry now~~........
nothing more...
bt..ppl say dat cry doesnt help u much
bt something it do help me
it help me..to get my anger n sadness out abit...

end!!!!

finally pmb is goin 2 end..
bt..wat worried me ryt nw is dat..
i tink dis yr pmb examination is much more kinda hard compare to the..last..last..year..
i guess d system of hav changed.

2dy v hav r having d commerce exam.
bt..i cnt find d balance out!!!
stupid me!!
n 4 d last 4dys..i wrote an english composition over d limit.

d limit is only abt around 300 words bt..
i wrote up 2 615!! (well my 1st tym).
i cnt eventually create my own storybk.
my god.

....

feel lyk wan 2 say sumthg..
bt..when wan 2 say sumthg..
i dun feel lyk to say it out or even wryt..
haih...d outside of me..is lyk oways act normal one..

bt..d truth is ..d inside..me..
duno how 2 say la.
my heart is lyk feeling sumthg rong..
lyk..feeling sad...bt no..
feeling drepressed bt oso no.

urgh!! i cnt resist dis kind of feelings anymore..
i'm feeling so abnormal ryt nw..

17 dys of holidy end!!

after a long tym of holidy..
finally its end.
gotta go back 2 sch agn.
cn meet my frens agn !! =)

3 mths left for my PMB!!
argh!! so stress..
even my computer project havent finish yt..T_T

hw am i gonna seat for my PMB exam...
dere's only 3 mths left..
mati le..~~
my mind nw is lyk a piece of blank paper..
....

eventhoug nw ..my mind is blank..
i stil wan 2 challenge myself no matter wat.
hmm..
my life is oways challenging.

tired..of evryting

dere r so many ting happen 2dy..
i'm reli tired to k abt it...
bt i jz cnt leave it jz lyk dat..
its important though.

i guess my hlidy 4 dis term..
is kind of special somehw..
many mystery n surprise happen.

evryting is kind of puzzled up..
n our sch holidy is being extend due 2 H1N1 disease..
TT..so boring at hom gt nthg to do..
lucky dere's sum1 hu chat wit me ^^

nw i'm reli tiring of evryting
hoping to quit out of it.
bt had no choice..
need to solve evryting..
haih..dis is life.

我不明白。。。

在你们同一个时间on9。。。
但是。。只on 不到一秒钟又off9了。。
那么冲忙的off9。。那时我还以为你们被dc (disconnect)
after off9 你们却在你们的msn status 那边写了一段字。。
那一段字（我恨xxx）。。竟让就伤到我的心。

那时候我真的不敢相信。。你们竟然会对我写下那句话。
突然间我的心正个好像被捅了一刀。头脑也一时空白。
因为真的不知道也不相信我所看到和他们所写的那一段字。

你们的这一段字真让我想像不到。。我竟然做错了什么。。
使你们这样的恨我？
我也不明白为什么你们不敢在我的面前说而你们却要写在你们的msn呢？
在我的面前说不是更好吗？然后就可以把一切都当面决绝不是更好吗？

我现才发现到原来我不是很了解你们。。一直都没有那么的了解。
对不起。。