Lost in words

...........Argh!!!
..1st term exams was..so..TT..
I din even expect i would got such a low marks olmost in evry subject..
now ok,
...
i understand that, its me myself..
din study well, last minute baru study, ....
now only feel regrets.
its useless.

now wat i've got to do
is to..study hard again,...
concentrate more
wont let anything,that's putting me down in the end
n im sure
IT WONT EVER HAPPEN AGAIN!

ok..now..i try to restudy hard again,
evrything turn back to normal..
one my my best fren left..
he changed to another sch, which is
kind of far frm my sch n house.

miss him so much
eventhough, he oways try to play little kids game with me sumtym..
bt i enjoyed the tym with him..
*sigh*
hope we will meet each other again in d future..
so ...CHEERR UUUUUUUUPPPPP!!! :D


bt agn...its another relationship problem -.-
urgh..im hating dis..
a guy in another class of mine..
he likes me.
evry1 had told me abt it..
he try to talk to me sumtym..
im ok with it. cuz we r fren ^^

bt ..what i try to do, is only to concentrate on study dis yr..
bt not any other things that will interupt my study..
bt i'll try to challenge within myself dis tym

I'll try not to be that..unresponsible agn, not to act like a foolish coward,i will try to be stronger than evry1...
especially my enemy----> hate to say dis =="

dis yr i'll challenge what comes infornt of me.
no matter what happen!
so yea!
BELIVE IT!!! -----> LIKE WHAT NARUTO OWAYS USED TO IT!!!! :D !!!! XPP XDDDD!!!!!

new bloooooogs!! ^^

for such a long i dun write a new blog olredi,
since dis ...hmm january??
yea i guess,,
cuz i'd been promoted to sec 4..
so yeah having s really hard tym..dis yr~

now i'd got d tym to start blooging agn cuz im having my holiday rite now..
probably d holidy start 2morow..today just finished my exams..
nvr noe dat my d-maths would d b dat hard..
i'd left so many blankx (i'd a reason ofdis...actually i thought i leave it first, i;ll do it l8ter..hu noes our tym limit is only 1 hr! omg...i rushed through evrything blondy ==")
so yeah, maybe i;ll fail in my 1st term exam...
bt i wont get desperate becuz of dis, cuz i will keep on working myself UP!!
HAI!GAMBADE!!(Y)

well our exams started on last mon..to today which was..frm d date of 15.03.2009-18.03.2009 =)
d 2nd when having eng test...i wrote up to over limit agn 525words i wrote up 2...i dont think i'll gain much mark in d eng comp.test..cuz i dont really have ideas...of doin just u noe sudden ideas..
bt anyhow dat dy im happy abit cuz i only have one TEST on dat particular day!yay!! >. on d 3rd day...hmm..i need to study 4 subjects...d most hardest day..=="
exams on combined sci n geography..
haihx.
4 2day :D HHEHEHE....im happy cuz....keep on scrolling down u'll noe d reason eventually ;)
have test on commerce n p.o.a n guess what
today my left hand almost gone broken !! o.o
cuz of what?!
let me tell u.
commerce we did d whole setion a n b..total pages are 12 pages
for p.o.a. i need to do 17 pages..
urgh..what a rushy day :D
bt anyhw when d clock tick 2 11..o'clock
everyone face turn to a SMILEY FACE!!
CUZ WE R GOING TO SPEND OUR HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!

N since its holiday i gonna do my fav.things~hehhe
its MUSIC TYM!!!! YO!!!
i found so many nice music,,,when i always go to youtube...
every single lyrics frm a song, sounds sooo nice n touching to me..
cuz dats what i'd experienced frm my life *sobbing with a smile* :D

Let me note down the title of d songs:
1) Magic - Oneway
2) Let it go- Mohombi
3) why r we still fren - unknown singer
4) 爱丫爱丫-BY2
5) 发呆- BY2
6) LOVE like dis -SS501
7) T.T.L- supernova & Tara
8) Heartbeat-2pm
9) Because im stupid- ss501...

So yeah...dis r d songs..i've updated last 2 mths ago :D 9 (in my utube i mean)
...dere r stil tonnes of dem..bt im lazy to type it out olredi..

So for about mths, i din update my blog...
there's many thing i'd experinced dis yr...
friends problem, relation problem..haihx..
bt now evrything is over! ^^
i'd go back to d normal me agn hehe
d hyper n Happy go lUCKy me agn!! wooootS!!!! >.<~!!!!
weee~
im so happy n free now..cuz...feel like all d problems were all buried in d past..n wait await me is in d future awaiting for me to look for dem...
...... ^-^

basketball...

can any1 tell me play basketball have any side effects?...
no right?...
it can make us grow taller...
man, i dont noe seriously, i dont understand them anymore...
i ask them to send me to sch to play basketball...
they say "har? if u want to go, ask ur friends to sent u, then ask them to send u bck"
i was lyk WTH!! (WAT THE HEAVEN)
Y Dont u pick me up?..its just my sch!!
ok, now i chg my mind,
there's a basketball court near my house,
so i ask my friend to play there together..
now...
they even reject me!
wth?
i feel lyk i own no freedom at all
hey guys, its holiday olredi right??
i noe they want to protect me, cuz im d only gurl there
playing basketball ...
its only a day i play basketball alone (wat i mean is without gurls n wit boy).
bt...i come bck late..(abt 6.45pm)...
i kena marah...
then dun allow mw to go there anymore!
....i was lyk man!! agn?!!
=( i feel lyk to cry now~~........
nothing more...
bt..ppl say dat cry doesnt help u much
bt something it do help me
it help me..to get my anger n sadness out abit...

end!!!!

finally pmb is goin 2 end..
bt..wat worried me ryt nw is dat..
i tink dis yr pmb examination is much more kinda hard compare to the..last..last..year..
i guess d system of hav changed.

2dy v hav r having d commerce exam.
bt..i cnt find d balance out!!!
stupid me!!
n 4 d last 4dys..i wrote an english composition over d limit.

d limit is only abt around 300 words bt..
i wrote up 2 615!! (well my 1st tym).
i cnt eventually create my own storybk.
my god.

....

feel lyk wan 2 say sumthg..
bt..when wan 2 say sumthg..
i dun feel lyk to say it out or even wryt..
haih...d outside of me..is lyk oways act normal one..

bt..d truth is ..d inside..me..
duno how 2 say la.
my heart is lyk feeling sumthg rong..
lyk..feeling sad...bt no..
feeling drepressed bt oso no.

urgh!! i cnt resist dis kind of feelings anymore..
i'm feeling so abnormal ryt nw..

17 dys of holidy end!!

after a long tym of holidy..
finally its end.
gotta go back 2 sch agn.
cn meet my frens agn !! =)

3 mths left for my PMB!!
argh!! so stress..
even my computer project havent finish yt..T_T

hw am i gonna seat for my PMB exam...
dere's only 3 mths left..
mati le..~~
my mind nw is lyk a piece of blank paper..
....

eventhoug nw ..my mind is blank..
i stil wan 2 challenge myself no matter wat.
hmm..
my life is oways challenging.

tired..of evryting

dere r so many ting happen 2dy..
i'm reli tired to k abt it...
bt i jz cnt leave it jz lyk dat..
its important though.

i guess my hlidy 4 dis term..
is kind of special somehw..
many mystery n surprise happen.

evryting is kind of puzzled up..
n our sch holidy is being extend due 2 H1N1 disease..
TT..so boring at hom gt nthg to do..
lucky dere's sum1 hu chat wit me ^^

nw i'm reli tiring of evryting
hoping to quit out of it.
bt had no choice..
need to solve evryting..
haih..dis is life.