basketball...

can any1 tell me play basketball have any side effects?...
no right?...
it can make us grow taller...
man, i dont noe seriously, i dont understand them anymore...
i ask them to send me to sch to play basketball...
they say "har? if u want to go, ask ur friends to sent u, then ask them to send u bck"
i was lyk WTH!! (WAT THE HEAVEN)
Y Dont u pick me up?..its just my sch!!
ok, now i chg my mind,
there's a basketball court near my house,
so i ask my friend to play there together..
now...
they even reject me!
wth?
i feel lyk i own no freedom at all
hey guys, its holiday olredi right??
i noe they want to protect me, cuz im d only gurl there
playing basketball ...
its only a day i play basketball alone (wat i mean is without gurls n wit boy).
bt...i come bck late..(abt 6.45pm)...
i kena marah...
then dun allow mw to go there anymore!
....i was lyk man!! agn?!!
=( i feel lyk to cry now~~........
nothing more...
bt..ppl say dat cry doesnt help u much
bt something it do help me
it help me..to get my anger n sadness out abit...

end!!!!

finally pmb is goin 2 end..
bt..wat worried me ryt nw is dat..
i tink dis yr pmb examination is much more kinda hard compare to the..last..last..year..
i guess d system of hav changed.

2dy v hav r having d commerce exam.
bt..i cnt find d balance out!!!
stupid me!!
n 4 d last 4dys..i wrote an english composition over d limit.

d limit is only abt around 300 words bt..
i wrote up 2 615!! (well my 1st tym).
i cnt eventually create my own storybk.
my god.

....

feel lyk wan 2 say sumthg..
bt..when wan 2 say sumthg..
i dun feel lyk to say it out or even wryt..
haih...d outside of me..is lyk oways act normal one..

bt..d truth is ..d inside..me..
duno how 2 say la.
my heart is lyk feeling sumthg rong..
lyk..feeling sad...bt no..
feeling drepressed bt oso no.

urgh!! i cnt resist dis kind of feelings anymore..
i'm feeling so abnormal ryt nw..

17 dys of holidy end!!

after a long tym of holidy..
finally its end.
gotta go back 2 sch agn.
cn meet my frens agn !! =)

3 mths left for my PMB!!
argh!! so stress..
even my computer project havent finish yt..T_T

hw am i gonna seat for my PMB exam...
dere's only 3 mths left..
mati le..~~
my mind nw is lyk a piece of blank paper..
....

eventhoug nw ..my mind is blank..
i stil wan 2 challenge myself no matter wat.
hmm..
my life is oways challenging.

tired..of evryting

dere r so many ting happen 2dy..
i'm reli tired to k abt it...
bt i jz cnt leave it jz lyk dat..
its important though.

i guess my hlidy 4 dis term..
is kind of special somehw..
many mystery n surprise happen.

evryting is kind of puzzled up..
n our sch holidy is being extend due 2 H1N1 disease..
TT..so boring at hom gt nthg to do..
lucky dere's sum1 hu chat wit me ^^

nw i'm reli tiring of evryting
hoping to quit out of it.
bt had no choice..
need to solve evryting..
haih..dis is life.

我不明白。。。

在你们同一个时间on9。。。
但是。。只on 不到一秒钟又off9了。。
那么冲忙的off9。。那时我还以为你们被dc (disconnect)
after off9 你们却在你们的msn status 那边写了一段字。。
那一段字（我恨xxx）。。竟让就伤到我的心。

那时候我真的不敢相信。。你们竟然会对我写下那句话。
突然间我的心正个好像被捅了一刀。头脑也一时空白。
因为真的不知道也不相信我所看到和他们所写的那一段字。

你们的这一段字真让我想像不到。。我竟然做错了什么。。
使你们这样的恨我？
我也不明白为什么你们不敢在我的面前说而你们却要写在你们的msn呢？
在我的面前说不是更好吗？然后就可以把一切都当面决绝不是更好吗？

我现才发现到原来我不是很了解你们。。一直都没有那么的了解。
对不起。。

Doushite--y?

jz one ting happen in ur life..
wil make ur mind stuck to confusion 4ver...

i reli hate to c ppl cry or oways sad who ever is infront of me.
sumtym when i was talking to sum1..i reli scare n talk evryting in 'care'
jz bcoz i scare jz d only word speak rongly out frm my mouth
wil hurt deir heart 4ever.


Jz bcoz my only WORD!!
n i ever hurt sum1 b4 jz bcoz of my siliness n clumsiness

i noe dat evrytym i ask ppl to calm down n tink in a positive way when dey r angry or wat...
bt when it cums 2 me..
it cant help..
sumtym reli feel dat i'm jz so useless.

y i cn advise sumthg so easy to sum1
bt nt me myself?
Y?? Y?!!

jz bcoz of sumthg i do..n hurt sum1..
i feel sad for dys,weeks n even mths!

my heart is jz lyk broke into pieces..
which i cnt pick it up anymore.
even if i want to pick it..
its too late. i guess.
evryting wil b lyk...dissapear...