end!!!!

finally pmb is goin 2 end..
bt..wat worried me ryt nw is dat..
i tink dis yr pmb examination is much more kinda hard compare to the..last..last..year..
i guess d system of hav changed.

2dy v hav r having d commerce exam.
bt..i cnt find d balance out!!!
stupid me!!
n 4 d last 4dys..i wrote an english composition over d limit.

d limit is only abt around 300 words bt..
i wrote up 2 615!! (well my 1st tym).
i cnt eventually create my own storybk.
my god.

....

feel lyk wan 2 say sumthg..
bt..when wan 2 say sumthg..
i dun feel lyk to say it out or even wryt..
haih...d outside of me..is lyk oways act normal one..

bt..d truth is ..d inside..me..
duno how 2 say la.
my heart is lyk feeling sumthg rong..
lyk..feeling sad...bt no..
feeling drepressed bt oso no.

urgh!! i cnt resist dis kind of feelings anymore..
i'm feeling so abnormal ryt nw..

17 dys of holidy end!!

after a long tym of holidy..
finally its end.
gotta go back 2 sch agn.
cn meet my frens agn !! =)

3 mths left for my PMB!!
argh!! so stress..
even my computer project havent finish yt..T_T

hw am i gonna seat for my PMB exam...
dere's only 3 mths left..
mati le..~~
my mind nw is lyk a piece of blank paper..
....

eventhoug nw ..my mind is blank..
i stil wan 2 challenge myself no matter wat.
hmm..
my life is oways challenging.

tired..of evryting

dere r so many ting happen 2dy..
i'm reli tired to k abt it...
bt i jz cnt leave it jz lyk dat..
its important though.

i guess my hlidy 4 dis term..
is kind of special somehw..
many mystery n surprise happen.

evryting is kind of puzzled up..
n our sch holidy is being extend due 2 H1N1 disease..
TT..so boring at hom gt nthg to do..
lucky dere's sum1 hu chat wit me ^^

nw i'm reli tiring of evryting
hoping to quit out of it.
bt had no choice..
need to solve evryting..
haih..dis is life.

我不明白。。。

在你们同一个时间on9。。。
但是。。只on 不到一秒钟又off9了。。
那么冲忙的off9。。那时我还以为你们被dc (disconnect)
after off9 你们却在你们的msn status 那边写了一段字。。
那一段字（我恨xxx）。。竟让就伤到我的心。

那时候我真的不敢相信。。你们竟然会对我写下那句话。
突然间我的心正个好像被捅了一刀。头脑也一时空白。
因为真的不知道也不相信我所看到和他们所写的那一段字。

你们的这一段字真让我想像不到。。我竟然做错了什么。。
使你们这样的恨我？
我也不明白为什么你们不敢在我的面前说而你们却要写在你们的msn呢？
在我的面前说不是更好吗？然后就可以把一切都当面决绝不是更好吗？

我现才发现到原来我不是很了解你们。。一直都没有那么的了解。
对不起。。

Doushite--y?

jz one ting happen in ur life..
wil make ur mind stuck to confusion 4ver...

i reli hate to c ppl cry or oways sad who ever is infront of me.
sumtym when i was talking to sum1..i reli scare n talk evryting in 'care'
jz bcoz i scare jz d only word speak rongly out frm my mouth
wil hurt deir heart 4ever.


Jz bcoz my only WORD!!
n i ever hurt sum1 b4 jz bcoz of my siliness n clumsiness

i noe dat evrytym i ask ppl to calm down n tink in a positive way when dey r angry or wat...
bt when it cums 2 me..
it cant help..
sumtym reli feel dat i'm jz so useless.

y i cn advise sumthg so easy to sum1
bt nt me myself?
Y?? Y?!!

jz bcoz of sumthg i do..n hurt sum1..
i feel sad for dys,weeks n even mths!

my heart is jz lyk broke into pieces..
which i cnt pick it up anymore.
even if i want to pick it..
its too late. i guess.
evryting wil b lyk...dissapear...

Wondering..

If u luv some1..
will u tell dem..?
bt..u dun hav d guts..
coz u feel shy to tell.

bt in d other tinking..
if u dun tell nw
u wont b able to gt d person u love.

bt..u r 2 scare 2 tell..
..i'm wondering hw..2 tell sum1..
if u reli lyk dem..

haih...life reli gt so many tings to worry abt T_T

a vry funny ting happen when msn..

today when i was chatting wit 2 boy
both of dem use a single account
n both of dem oways fighting over d computer
stil gt pillow fight agn

haha
both of dem is so funny n cute when fighting
one of dem even wish dat i cn join in
n play with dem

hehe...childlish ryt?
bt i tink its kinda fun
so i gona join into deir funny fight next tym haha.

my HOLIDAY start frm dis moment...(brunei)

2dy..my day stil counted as half hapi n half ..bad lor.
gd ting is...lucky dat i pass both of my maths..bt total up stil gt 5o++lar.
n teacher stil say all of us gt improve a little ^^
so after sch me n one of my fren plan 2 say hapi holidy to sumone..mah
den..hu noe my 1 of my fren keep on pushing me frm d back..
coz dey want me 2 wish 'sum1' a hapi holiday.

dunno y i blush so much.
bt stil gt say to him lar. its a gd ting

when my mum pick me on d way home i told her dat my maths total 2gether stil gt 50+
i thought she gona she "gd lor..atleast u got improve abit" (coz i fail last term T_T)
Bt hu noes she even insult me agn..say " i let u go tution ..u stil gt dis kind of mark...blah...blah.."
wa liao u think ppl wil gt such a gd result in dis short tym meh??
(bt stil a gd advise for me lar ^^)

so..hav a hapy holiday guys ^^

juz created dis blog profile..
so evryting is in progress...
plz b patience..
while..on d other hand..dere's sumthg rong wit d music thing
so it mayb took days for me to do evryting complete.

aNYway rmb..to giv comments for my blogs
arigato gozaimasu.


haih
*yawning*
vry late le..n lazy 2 type oso
so i juz stop here la
oyasuminasai (gd nite)

water

as d water flows..
it still remain its purest form of its colour.
However, it purest form cannot remain dere 4ever.

it cn only remain for sum moments
bt nt 4ever..
d memories which stay on d surface of d water is being reflected by d sun.

somehow..it means dat evryting dat remain in d memories of d water b4..is being erased by d shadow of d sun.
nthg wil ever bring back d ting which hav ever remain in d memories of d water.

evrything is different frm wat u'd think

dont ting dat..
jz bcoz u'd tell me ur deepest side of ur secret
i'll b scared
bt d fact is nt
coz i'll b supprting u til d end...


dis doesnt mean dat dis is d end of d world
n stop 'sighing' infront of me
dis doesnt make matter bcome bttr..
"juz one truth of u..cn never hide ur trueself"