我不明白。。。

在你们同一个时间on9。。。
但是。。只on 不到一秒钟又off9了。。
那么冲忙的off9。。那时我还以为你们被dc (disconnect)
after off9 你们却在你们的msn status 那边写了一段字。。
那一段字（我恨xxx）。。竟让就伤到我的心。

那时候我真的不敢相信。。你们竟然会对我写下那句话。
突然间我的心正个好像被捅了一刀。头脑也一时空白。
因为真的不知道也不相信我所看到和他们所写的那一段字。

你们的这一段字真让我想像不到。。我竟然做错了什么。。
使你们这样的恨我？
我也不明白为什么你们不敢在我的面前说而你们却要写在你们的msn呢？
在我的面前说不是更好吗？然后就可以把一切都当面决绝不是更好吗？

我现才发现到原来我不是很了解你们。。一直都没有那么的了解。
对不起。。

Doushite--y?

jz one ting happen in ur life..
wil make ur mind stuck to confusion 4ver...

i reli hate to c ppl cry or oways sad who ever is infront of me.
sumtym when i was talking to sum1..i reli scare n talk evryting in 'care'
jz bcoz i scare jz d only word speak rongly out frm my mouth
wil hurt deir heart 4ever.


Jz bcoz my only WORD!!
n i ever hurt sum1 b4 jz bcoz of my siliness n clumsiness

i noe dat evrytym i ask ppl to calm down n tink in a positive way when dey r angry or wat...
bt when it cums 2 me..
it cant help..
sumtym reli feel dat i'm jz so useless.

y i cn advise sumthg so easy to sum1
bt nt me myself?
Y?? Y?!!

jz bcoz of sumthg i do..n hurt sum1..
i feel sad for dys,weeks n even mths!

my heart is jz lyk broke into pieces..
which i cnt pick it up anymore.
even if i want to pick it..
its too late. i guess.
evryting wil b lyk...dissapear...

Wondering..

If u luv some1..
will u tell dem..?
bt..u dun hav d guts..
coz u feel shy to tell.

bt in d other tinking..
if u dun tell nw
u wont b able to gt d person u love.

bt..u r 2 scare 2 tell..
..i'm wondering hw..2 tell sum1..
if u reli lyk dem..

haih...life reli gt so many tings to worry abt T_T

a vry funny ting happen when msn..

today when i was chatting wit 2 boy
both of dem use a single account
n both of dem oways fighting over d computer
stil gt pillow fight agn

haha
both of dem is so funny n cute when fighting
one of dem even wish dat i cn join in
n play with dem

hehe...childlish ryt?
bt i tink its kinda fun
so i gona join into deir funny fight next tym haha.

my HOLIDAY start frm dis moment...(brunei)

2dy..my day stil counted as half hapi n half ..bad lor.
gd ting is...lucky dat i pass both of my maths..bt total up stil gt 5o++lar.
n teacher stil say all of us gt improve a little ^^
so after sch me n one of my fren plan 2 say hapi holidy to sumone..mah
den..hu noe my 1 of my fren keep on pushing me frm d back..
coz dey want me 2 wish 'sum1' a hapi holiday.

dunno y i blush so much.
bt stil gt say to him lar. its a gd ting

when my mum pick me on d way home i told her dat my maths total 2gether stil gt 50+
i thought she gona she "gd lor..atleast u got improve abit" (coz i fail last term T_T)
Bt hu noes she even insult me agn..say " i let u go tution ..u stil gt dis kind of mark...blah...blah.."
wa liao u think ppl wil gt such a gd result in dis short tym meh??
(bt stil a gd advise for me lar ^^)

so..hav a hapy holiday guys ^^

juz created dis blog profile..
so evryting is in progress...
plz b patience..
while..on d other hand..dere's sumthg rong wit d music thing
so it mayb took days for me to do evryting complete.

aNYway rmb..to giv comments for my blogs
arigato gozaimasu.


haih
*yawning*
vry late le..n lazy 2 type oso
so i juz stop here la
oyasuminasai (gd nite)

water

as d water flows..
it still remain its purest form of its colour.
However, it purest form cannot remain dere 4ever.

it cn only remain for sum moments
bt nt 4ever..
d memories which stay on d surface of d water is being reflected by d sun.

somehow..it means dat evryting dat remain in d memories of d water b4..is being erased by d shadow of d sun.
nthg wil ever bring back d ting which hav ever remain in d memories of d water.

evrything is different frm wat u'd think

dont ting dat..
jz bcoz u'd tell me ur deepest side of ur secret
i'll b scared
bt d fact is nt
coz i'll b supprting u til d end...


dis doesnt mean dat dis is d end of d world
n stop 'sighing' infront of me
dis doesnt make matter bcome bttr..
"juz one truth of u..cn never hide ur trueself"