Doushite--y?

jz one ting happen in ur life..
wil make ur mind stuck to confusion 4ver...

i reli hate to c ppl cry or oways sad who ever is infront of me.
sumtym when i was talking to sum1..i reli scare n talk evryting in 'care'
jz bcoz i scare jz d only word speak rongly out frm my mouth
wil hurt deir heart 4ever.


Jz bcoz my only WORD!!
n i ever hurt sum1 b4 jz bcoz of my siliness n clumsiness

i noe dat evrytym i ask ppl to calm down n tink in a positive way when dey r angry or wat...
bt when it cums 2 me..
it cant help..
sumtym reli feel dat i'm jz so useless.

y i cn advise sumthg so easy to sum1
bt nt me myself?
Y?? Y?!!

jz bcoz of sumthg i do..n hurt sum1..
i feel sad for dys,weeks n even mths!

my heart is jz lyk broke into pieces..
which i cnt pick it up anymore.
even if i want to pick it..
its too late. i guess.
evryting wil b lyk...dissapear...